Not as long as I thought but alot of things have happened in since April of 07 . . . will check in more and read some later . . . VOTE today people if you haven't already - not going to say for whom I am voting . . . voting is what is important. Our freedoms are dwindling so you better take advantage of it while you can . . .
Peace out!! :)

KK

1. My youngest starts school in August . . .
2. Got an excellent deal on school clothes for him on Ebay . . .
3. Gotta figure out if I am sending my 9 yr old to 4th or retaining her.
4. From what I read she only really has two out of 12 signs for any kind of autism and a child has to have at least 6. I think she is just a very stubborn, spunky little girl with a mind of her own.
5. I have to get my eating on track and start exercising so I can drop the rest of this weight. I've been working out for a year as of the 29th.
6. I NEED to get to the gym . . .
7. Still walking with Leslie Sansone . . .
8. I have a beautiful shiny black (possibly) pregnant female kitty residing on my porch. She can't even be a year old yet. Not sure what I will do with her. I couldn't leave her outside. She was chattering and even let me carry her and she hung on! At least she is out of the elements with food, water, and a warm place to sleep.
9. I work with a coke head and they cannot find any applicants to hire. We are so short handed it is ridiculous.
10. Very tired, 6:30 comes early . . .

take care bloggers

K.K.

Are you SURE you want to make abortion legal???
Did they just not have an earthquake???

K.K.

I can here . . . I mean I don't think a whole lot of bloggers stop by here esp since I went AWOL for a while . . . plus I am pretty sure I won't run into anyone I know here, at least I hope I don't . . . {insert nervous laugh}. . .

I often wonder if my daughter is very slightly autistic. Some of her behaviors throw me (she makes crazy noises for her stuffed animals and talks for the pictures she draws - she is 9) BUT at school (besides talking out when she shouldn't) she is normal. They say there are a lot of children who have it and haven't been diagnosed. She is probably normal - she just some days makes me want to run far, far away.

I think I am the world's worst mom some days.

I think I am a terrible daughter too. My mom is lonely although my dad is with her so she'll call me several times a day. I feel bad when I am short with her but I just wish she'd tell me everything all at once. Or she will call while the kids are being nuts or when something isn't going right.

I am a terrible friend. I can't keep up with my online email buddies or my best friend. I do have friends where I work although sometimes because we are co-workers they are hard to read.

I am sometimes jealous that my mom had my dad's insurance when she needed her hysterectomy and things like HRT. My body, let's just say, is not functioning like it should and I know a hysterectomy would fix it and maybe even some hormones but without insurance it's not going to happen until I am able to get medicaid - when I am 65.
I just wish my body was normal.

I wish I could just hop in the van and drive to wherever I wanted without worrying about the price of gas. I want to talk to my best friend and see her grandbaby. I want to go down the docks and stare off into Lake Erie. I esp want to see if at dusk. I want to walk through the sand on the beach. The really bad thing is that I want to go by myself. Is that bad?? I mean I would miss my kids but sometimes I just need to be alone . . .

OK, tooth pain is taking over . . . must take ibuprofen . . .

Night night all . . .

Love,
K.K.

my wishes . . .

I wish my flabby stomach would shrink like the rest of my body is . . .
I wish I could get into a size 12 (the stomach is preventing this) . . .
I wish I could go back in time just for one day so I could feel what no obligations or worries feels like . . . and to see what my stomach looked like flat . . . I cant remember LOL . . .
I wish my kids behaved like other children . . . sometimes . . . on the real bad days . . .
I wish the landlord would get some work done on this house . . . up the rent to cover such expenses . . . where is he?
I wish the gas prices would come back down . . . along with a gallon of milk, a dozen eggs, etc

K.K.